URGH.

just been made to eat pizza.

4 slices of thin crust veggie.
2 pieces of garlic bread
50g wedges

i fucking hate my life right now. i'm so disgusted with myself. this is too much. i hate my friends right now for this. Think i'm even able to purge? No, why would I be that lucky? So it's just going to sit all fatty and gross inside me making me feel like a heavy pig. ergh. just want to melt into the floor right now. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.

Why can't I be thin already, oh wait, I know, because I eat crap. I deserve to be fat. Serves me right.